Being depressed is nothing to be ashamed of
(please read, long but worth reading)
I have depression for a long time and you can't say that I am proud of it but that does not mean it interrupts in my will to live... Yes, I am suicidal and I am not proud of that either. I have tried to die thrice and I've learnt one thing from it, I am not meant to die right now.The 2 times I ate something poisonous was okay but very few people are lucky enough to survive a fall from the 4th floor. I came out with five fractures and it's been three months and I still can't walk properly. I am still recovering and the time I was bed ridden, I learned to appreciate everything around me. My mom, my brother, my friends, my dog, everyone. I realized who was true to me and who was fake. The time I was bed ridden, I learnt more than I had in my 14 year long life. I have also realized that nothing lasts forever and it really isnt in your hands how you die. What's in your hands is how you live and you should make every moment worth while. I still wish I hadnt tried to commit suicide but the lessons I learnt were worth my sacrifice. Life is beautiful and appreciate it while you have it. It would be snatched away from you when you want it most. Please favorite if you're against suicide.♥
anji97xx
