I saw a star in the sky,
All by itself. It was looking and me,
And no one else.
I cried in heavy heart,"Why do You dwell in night?"
"When the day feels like a nightmare rather than a flight"
It called me into the sky, Away from the world,
The door to the land of stars, Oh the sweet dreams it told.
With A door of oak, And a noose at the brim,
Could take me to stars, Could take me to Him.
I wrapped the noose, Took one last look,
And remembered Love, In all her roots.
She walked toward me, Every step louder,
"Stop!" I said, But she only got closer.
The light touch of grace, Burned like hot coals,
She kissed my face, And kissed my soul.
And in desperation, I reached for a knife,
The pain was too much, So I took her life.
I killed love itself, And left it out to dry,
Now my heart is empty, So I can peacefully die.
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