He said he's leaving...that boy. That boy that means the world to you. He's upset, depressed, not wanting to leave. He's moving away. Not far, but far enough. All you want to do is say good bye, want to hug him, kiss him, but who ever thought good bye could be so hard? You finally get the chance to do something you always wanted to do, and it's harder than it seems. That last hug, that first and last time you get to kiss him. All of that is hard. I want to kiss him, but the fact that it means good bye for not only a school year, but for possible YEARS just kills me. The kiss we both kinda want, the kiss we both kind of need to reassure our true feelings for eachother because at this point, feelings are EVERYWHERE; but it's just to know we're there for eachother. If we kiss, it might ruin our friendship. It will be awkward and i feel as though s.h.i.t. might happen all over again. I don't want to say good bye to him...ever. The fact he might be gone, kills me inside. He might stay, he might not, but waiting for the final say is absolute hell. He's my missing piece, my big brother, the only person who understands me. I will miss him and have been thinking about him all day. I wonder what's gonna happen...it's all up in the air. I worry for him, i honestly do. I wish the best, BOR ;-* iloveyou..stay strong♥