Stole My Heart
Chapter 16
Four months of Harry focusing on the music and the fans and the band. Four months of waking up, checking my phone to see a text or message from Liam, saying he's going to fix things. Four months of walking downstairs, hoping to find Harry and Louis watching a movie. Four months of hoping to walk into the bathroom to find Zayn doing his hair. Four months of wishing Niall is in my kitchen, eating all my food. Four months of crushing disappointment, knowing my life is back to normal. Because, afterall, I'm not extraordinary, I was just lucky. Today, I don't bother checking my phone. "Mom?" I call down the stairs. "I'm home today, honey, you have a guest!" She shouts back up. I run to my room and grab my phone, hoping to see a text from Liam saying he's rushing over. Nothing. It's probably just Nicki, we're okay again. I throw on sweats and put my hair in a ponytail before slowly going back downstairs. My eyebrows crinkle together in confusion, "Louis?" I ask, he looks up from the Tv, "Molly, hey!" He stands up, my mom excuses herself and goes into her bedroom. "Louis," I repeat, walking forward to hug him. I cling to him, never wanting to let him go. If he's the only thing I have left connecting me to Harry.. I'll hug him forever.
I start to cry, he pats my head, "Hey, it's okay, don't cry," His voice is soothing, finally I decide I need to let go. "Why are you here?" I ask him. "Actually we all are for a couple of days, doing a photoshoot and an article in Seventeen. Isn't that a girl magazine?" He asks. I chuckle, "Yeah." He sits back down, patting the spot next to him. I sit down, pulling my legs up like a pretzel. "They.. they uhm, don't want to see me, do they?" I ask, my voice shaking. He looks away, not wanting to answer. But that's enough. "Anyway, I wanted to warn you that we're around," He mumbles. "Thanks," I whisper, hoping he won't just leave. "And I also wanted to tell you Harry has a girlfriend now." He says slowly, staring me in the eye. "I know." I mumble, as if it's possible to not know, there's pictures everywhere. "He doesn't love her, if you're wondering," Louis says. "He misses you, sometimes he'll stop talking and just stare off into the space, I know he's thinking of you," He sighs. I lean my head on his shoulder and just lose it, "I messed up, Louis, and this time I can't fix it," I sob. We sit like that for hours, catching up, talking, even laughing. And for just a little bit, I feel okay again.
I know I shouldn't do this. It's wrong, I could get in trouble. But I can't wait for someone else so save my relationship anymore. I watch while the boys pose, making goofy faces, sit on a couch, looking serious, leaning back on eachother, smiling, laughing, joking. I have to cover my mouth to stop laughing. I watch while they're interviewed, wondering how the interviewer even gets an answer out of those crazy boys. When it's over I walk up to the door of their dressing room, I take a deep breath. "Looking for someone?" I feel his breath on my cheek. I turn around, surprised, "Harry, hi." To my surprise he smiles, "Hello Molly." "Can I talk to you?" I ask, biting my lip. He looks at his shoes then back at me, "Yeah, give me a moment," He enters the room, I wait for him to return. When he does, We take a seat on the sidewalk outside of the building. "You didn't want to know when you left, but I really need to tell you," He doesn't say anything, I know he understands, so I continue. "That guy that punched you.. The one who kissed me, we 'dated' while we were broken up the first time. I didn't tell him how much you meant to me, he thought I was cheating on him or something, but I was really just choosing you over him. I love you, he doesn't even mean anything to me.. And I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you." I take a deep breath.
"I know I don't deserve you, but here I am, saying I'm sorry, and asking for another chance."
I stare at his face, which is staring at the cement, wondering what's going on in his head, wondering if he'll take me back.
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Should Harry take her back? Afterall, she did give him another chance when he dated that girl.. Will he do the same for her? Tell me what you think! Love you all ! <33 xoxo