---♥ ♥ ♥ I'm Afraid Of Losing You. ♥♥ ♥ ---
I got out of the car today. I walked into the school building & I walked as slow as I possibly could trying to not make it obvious that I was about to bust into tears. Know why?? Because we had conferences today. Because if the teacher told my dad about you and I he would make me say good-bye, and there wouldn't be a " good " in that bye.. Yeah, I was also worried about the fact that I didn't get all A's. But, US. Was what was on my mind.. That's what made me the saddest.
Knowing that I could possibly lose you tonight. Thinking about all this as I walked in the hall way going to class, Yeah, I just couldn't hold it in any longer, so I stopped in the hall & let a few tears roll down my cheeks. & I continued walking to class. I put my stuff in my locker & went into class. The teacher asked me what was wrong. I said nothing. All my friends asked me what was wrong. I said nothing. I didn't wanna talk about it, because I knew I'd completely break down. </3 But then, I thought about it. And... No, my dad wouldn't be able to break us apart. Nobody can. Whoever tried that, would have to kill me first. I would deffinitly fight for you. For US.♥ After I got past that, I ended up having a great day. I got to talk to you alot today. We hugged. We kissed. We spent time together. Then, when I got home, you called me asking me why I had cried this morning because somebody had told you. I didn't wanna tell you. I said it didn't matter. But you told me it did to you. Then I told you, that it was cause I'm afraid of losing you. You said nothing would ever break us apart. ALWAYS & FOREVER BABE. ♥
#11.O6.11 ♥
( i also ended up having an excellent conference.)