It's over
It's been over for a while, i just didn't wanna accept it. I've been thrown around like a rag doll, and ripped apart by the seams. School is one of the only places i feel safe, and even now i have my doubts. No, this isn't about boys, friendship, being left out... None of that. Life itself is almost to tiring and stressful to deal with I've considered suicide. I know its ridiculous, but i've gotten to that point. It's almost a shame no one will ever know how much i have been through in the past 2 years.
Not even my best friends know, not my boyfriend. As you read this, please, PLEASE, do not pity me. I can take care of myself. Don't even attempt to ask what this is about because i wont tell you.
Everything is going to change in my life, its just a matter of time.
I'm not the same person.
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