Im drawing a picture. Of a special tree. That tree is very special to me. Its the closest thing to me. When i die, i want to be with that tree. Im GOING to be with that tree. No one will care. They never have before and they never will.
I've been weak and I've been strong. I've been thru the fire and I've been thru the storm. Try to do right and I know I do wrong. Just be happy for me when my life is gone. Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears. No more people in my face that are not sincere. So smile for me when I'm no longer here.
I wish i could say i hate you. I wish i could say i have forgotten you. I wish i could say im glad you're gone. I wish i could say i dont miss you. I wish i could say good job. Instead i say... I love you so much, I cant get you off my mind, I wish i could take your place, I miss you like crazy, You didnt deserve what i gave you. And Im Sorry
There comes a time, When enough is enough, When we loose all hope, When we fall to the ground, When we begin to beg, For happiness, truth, honesty and love. I have passed that time. Im on the second stage. Where my life ends.......
I smile on the outside and everyone thinks I'm doing fine but I'm always dieing inside always one step away from the edge I can't be happy to be who I am because I don't know who I am anymore
I cannot believe im saying this, After everything you did to me, Life just hasn't been the same since 09.11.2011 But i miss and love you so much! R.I.P Michael <3
Even though you are gone, You still make me cry, You still break my heart, You still make me breakdown, You still make me scared, You still continue to torture me, Yet i dont know why, I cant help but love you </3
Yout took the cowardly way out. You ran from the truth. You couldn't face what you had done to me. Now, you have left so manny people confused and heartbroken. If you are looking down at me, from wherever you are, Let me ask you this, Was it worth it?
Im not afraid to die. After all, whats there to be afraid of? Ending all the pain, heartbreak, sorrow and anger? Ending all the tears once and for all. Ending all the abuse and neglect i feel? Ending all the hate? Ending all the hurt? Cuz i can tell you now, I would rather that, Than live in the cruel cruel world! </3
Pain, One thing i cannot escape. Because of pain, i do not live. I am alive and here, but i do not live. I do not call this my life a life. More of an existance.