I have no future. I'm not good at anything and theres nothing I really want to do when I grow up. I mean, I'd like to have a fun job that doesnt take a lot of schooling. But those jobs require talent which I dont have. I'm in high school, we're supposed to be deciding what we want. I want nothing.
I have no present. None of my friends wanna hang out with me. They barely talk to me. I feel stupid in half of my classes and the classes Im smart in I have no friends. I never do anything. I mean, I dont wanna do anything but I wish I was good at something, I wish I had a goal.
I dont want to kill myself. Im scared. But I dont want to stay here. I have nothing going for me. I have no where to go.