Papercutx

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Papercutx
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April 7, 2012 6:51pm UTC

Things I'm good at:
-fu/cking things up
-pushing people away
-making people sad
-making myself sad
-being lazy

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Papercutx
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April 7, 2012 6:48pm UTC

Shout out to my parents for making such an ugly, emotionally unstable child.

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Papercutx
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April 7, 2012 6:43pm UTC

you make me feel so useless.

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Papercutx
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April 7, 2012 6:39pm UTC

I miss cutting so much. More than anything. Yet everyone thinks I'm so much happier and so much better. They don't know the struggle I face, of not putting a blade to my skin every night.

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Papercutx
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April 7, 2012 6:36pm UTC

Tell me, how can I let go of all these things, that shouldn't even matter in the first place? Because it really f/ucks my mind up and makes me think these scary thoughts.

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Papercutx
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April 6, 2012 11:42pm UTC

you wouldn't even care if i killed myself.

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April 6, 2012 10:15pm UTC

i wouldn't mind if i don't wake up tomorrow.

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Papercutx
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April 2, 2012 1:52pm UTC

how do you run from what's inside you?

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Papercutx
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April 2, 2012 1:50pm UTC

i just wanna be fu/cking happy, okay?

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Papercutx
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January 22, 2012 4:34pm UTC

hey mom, can you stop acting like i'm stupid and stop treating me like i'm worthless?

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Papercutx
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January 22, 2012 4:22pm UTC

i'm choking on my words like i got a noose around my neck. i can't believe it's come to this.

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Papercutx
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January 22, 2012 4:13pm UTC

why are you always on my mind? it's like there's nobody else on this earth but you. nothing else matters to me but you.
i love you.

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Papercutx
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January 22, 2012 3:21pm UTC

i'm too insignificant.

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Papercutx
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January 22, 2012 3:14pm UTC

everybody gives up on me. you get tired of my whining and complaining and crying. i guess i understand though, i've given up on myself, too...

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Papercutx
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January 22, 2012 3:08pm UTC

i'm never good enough. no matter what i say or do.

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January 16, 2012 6:30am UTC

i should have known that one day, everything you said would end up being lies and broken promises.

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January 12, 2012 10:51pm UTC

lately, i've been on the edge. i have given up on everything and everyone. including myself. i'm hopeless. i don't care about my promises anymore, i'm gonna cut. i really don't care. sure, i'm being selfish. sorry but i don't care. in the past month, i have taken at least 100 pills in attempt to kill myself. twice, they failed. the other time, i puked them up on accident. i'm a failure. at everything. i'm stuck here, in a world i hate. surrounded by people i hate. filled with emptiness, and hate. how much longer do i have to do this?

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January 12, 2012 10:46pm UTC

i feel so unimportant. i feel like nobody actually wants me in their life. i feel like i'm just there for people when they need someone and then they find someone new. i get replaced all the time and i'm so tired of it. i feel so worthless, insignificant, useless. i let my guard down and i get hurt. every time. what's the point in getting close to people if they're just gonna use me, or replace me? i'm so empty. i have nothing. nobody.

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January 12, 2012 10:44pm UTC

all i've been hearing lately from people is how much they hate their life, how much they want to end their life because of being called names, how they think they want to die. let me ask you this. do you know what it feels like to have the pills in your hand, for them to be screaming your name? do you know what it's like to swallow those pills, knowing you could die from them? do you know what it's like to lay in bed just waiting to die? do you know what it's like to be completely empty inside, to feel hollow? do you know what it's like to be around people all the time and still feel like the loneliest person on the planet? do you know what it's like to stare at your reflection and think about all the things you hate about it? do you know what it's like to cry until you can't breathe? do you know what it's like to take the blade to your skin, hoping you cut a vein and bleed to death? do you know what it's like to not want to wake up tomorrow? do you know what it's like to feel like a monster? i do.

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Papercutx
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January 2, 2012 4:22pm UTC

when you finally realize you didn't matter at all to one person, you begin to wonder if you matter to anyone.

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