If you really knew me; You would know I was manipulated and talked into something I really wasn't ready for, and now I'm scared people will judge me for it.
If you really knew me; You would know whenever my mom asked me if I've eaten or if I want something to eat; I tell her I already ate or I'm not hungry. But that isn't true.
If you really knew me; You would know I really like this guy, but everybody says he's gay just because he's super super nice, and it really makes me mad.
If you really knew me; You would know that the only reason I am alive today is because of my best friend. I knew she would be heartbroken if anything ever happened to me, and I didn't want to put her through that.
30 Days of Taylor Swift Day 01 – The first Taylor Swift song you heard: Day 02 – When you became a Taylor Swift fan: Day 03 – Your favorite Taylor Swift song: Day 04 – Your favorite Taylor Swift music video: Day 05 – Number of Taylor Swift concerts you’ve been to: Day 06 – Your favorite Taylor Swift performance: Day 07 – Your favorite tumblr page/s of Taylor Swift: Day 08 – The Taylor Swift song that you most relate to: Day 09 – Your favorite Taylor Swift picture: Day 10 – Something that you miss about Taylor Swift: Day 11 – Your favorite Taylor Swift lyric: Day 12 – Your favorite video of Taylor Swift on youtube: Day 13 – Your favorite Taylor Swift album: Day 14 – Have you met Taylor Swift?: Day 15 – Your least favorite Taylor Swift song: Day 16 – Your favorite Taylor Swift magazine cover: Day 17 – A Taylor Swift song that you wish had a music video: Day 18 – Who would you want to do a duet with Taylor Swift: Day 19 – A Taylor Swift song that you would love to hear live: Day 20 – Favorite Taylor Swift quote: Day 21 – Something Taylor Swift related that you’re excited about: Day 22 – A Taylor Swift song that you can play/wish to play on an instrument: Day 23 – Five things you love about Taylor Swift: Day 24 – Which do you prefer: Taylor Swift’s blog, vlogs, or tweets: Day 25 – Do you own any Taylor Swift merchandise?: Day 26 – Your favorite Taylor Swift myspace Vlog: Day 27 – The Taylor Swift song that you never get tired of hearing: Day 28 – How Taylor Swift has influenced your life: Day 29 – Post anything that involves Taylor Swift: Day 30 – If you could say anything to Taylor Swift, what would it be?:
I didn't just lose my bestfriend. I lost my sister, my other half, my partner in crime. The girl who knows me best, the girl who knows all my secrets, the girl who I can be myself around. The one person who I could actually trust. I didn't just lose my best friend; I lost so much more.