Hollaayz posted a quote
August 12, 2010 3:33pm UTC
I sit there and think about what just happened. i lost my best friend but then i think about all the things that she did. She convinced the guy i like and the popular group ...that i was a lesbian She always made me walk to her house and when i got there she would pretty much ignore me She cared more about her phone then me and was always texting instead of listening She convinced me to shoplift. She made me meet all her guy friends and her boy friends even though i didn't want to. She made so many empty promises. She was never a good friend and i realize this now. And you know why she left me? Because of my other best friend. She made me choose and i chose him. because you know what. HE is always there for me. HE always listens to me when i'm venting. HE can always make me smile. HE would let me yell at him and swear at him for hours and he would take it then tell me he loves me. HE cares about me and would never do anything to hurt me. and yes he does live 17 hours away but he was always a better friend than she was. Venting :/
Hollaayz posted a quote
August 10, 2010 10:59pm UTC
I love them both. For different reasons. One brings out my better side and makes me smile but he also makes me second guess what his words mean. The second one is my Ex but he knows what i'm going through and he knows what to say but there's something there something stopping how i feel. help?
Sparks fly Its like electricity I might die When I forget how to breath You get closer and there’s No where in this world I’d rather be [Time stops] Like everything around me Its frozen And nothing matters but these Few moments when you open my mind to things I’ve never seen