He's everything i ever wanted. His looks, personality, the way we seem to bond so naturally. The way the silence is okay. The way he held my hand and i felt like nothing could stop me, i felt strong , i felt safe. Other girls wanted him , no doubt about it. They saw what I saw. They knew he was amazing. But some how he made me feel like i was the only one he truly cared about. I thought I was starting to fall. Of course , i go online and i see he makes every girl feel special. Every. single. one. No matter what the size or smell or look. He made them truly fell like the only girl in the world. So there i was with my heart completely broken. But then , he tells a close friend I'm different. I'm sweet. He would never want to hurt me, I'm beautiful, I'm everything he ever wanted in a girl. He made it sound like I was the one he wants forever. Well I believed him. i was attached now. I was the happiest girl. Everything was finally fitting into place. My ex moved, I got over him, a new guy in my life, i was careful to let him in , I let him in, i was ecstatic ; felt like nothing could go wrong. Ever. Then i get a call on my phone. He's moving, not just moving out of town. Out of state, & worse halfway across the country. I was devastated. Words could not describe my pain. I was about to give my all to a kid i just met. Good thing i found out before i was too late.. i thought. Well right now im not sure if i was too late. Because if i wasn't too late , i mean why would i be writing this ?Well whatever. So i was upset. And then whatever i figure okay , I'm never gunna see this kid again in about a week , i might as well make my last weeks with him memorable. So i try & try . We hold hands , we kiss , we hold hands more. It was two weeks going by & he didn't move yet . So I'm happpy , more time with him. But then slowly I get less & less texts from him. No more sweet little compliments from him , it was like an amazing week & then in an instant it just stopped. I didn't even know what i should do.. I tried talking to him but it just didn't' feel right .. & now here i sit wondering what i did wrong , to deserve this pain .. But no one will know. Cause you know. I gotta stay strong<3
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