Listen, I know that you're new boyfriend and all your other ex's want me dead, but hear me out on this one. I'm not going to let all the problems between us stop me from talking to you. You say you're scared for my safety and you don't want this to happen. You say you're done, but are you truly? No matter how much I'm threatened with death threats, cops, and all those other things, no matter what I'm put through, I want you to be happy. Forget about how much I am going through because of my problems and how much I get angered, I want you to be happy. As much stuff there is between us, you should be happy. Drop me from your life, fine, live your life fully and happily. You have bad thoughts, talk to me. Always here for anyone who will need help. Maybe you'll be angered at this, or maybe feel a small amount of sorrow, or any other emotion. I will never love another as much as I did love you. Love you always, and always have feelings for ya. Cut me, fine, but know that I'm always here.