I wonder what it feels like to be skinny, and
thin, and wake up in the morning in nothing
but a t-shirt, undies, messy hair, that 'just
woke up look' and still have someone think i
look nice,to have guys look at me, to have
guys want to be my boyfriend, to have girls
be jealous of my body, to feel my hipbones
and collarbones, to feel confident in a bikini,
to sit down and not feel fat everywhere, and
for my thighs not to touch. I just wonder
what it's like to look in the mirror and
actually like what I see, and not want to
break the mirror. Pretty much, I just want to
be beautiful.
I could go on forever..