Um, yeah, venting.
okay, so there's this guy.
and i like him. so much.
his name's Luke.
i've known him for about two months now, we haven't exactly hung out yet, but we talk all the time.
at least, we used to..
but the thing about Luke is, he only talks to me to get things, things like "pictures" you know the kind of pictures i'm talking about. :L
and i hate it 'cause if i say no, he'll just stop talking to me, and i feel so stupid. to just give in, just 'cause i wanna talk to him.
but, lately, things between me and him have been really awkward.
i'm pretty sure it's because, well,
my friend, Jessica, is dating Luke's best friend, Steven.
and Steven told Jessica that Luke liked me, so Jessica told me.
and i admitted to her that i liked Luke, but she told Luke that, and he said to me on facebook;
"so, i heard you liked me. how could you like me? we don't even know each other. and i know Steven said that i liked you, but i didn't."
i felt like such a complete loser at that moment.
i told my friend Jessica about and she said
"he really did say he liked you, i have his text."
and i saw the text. and he did.
but like an hour ago, he was on facebook and he started talking to me, and all he asked for was pictures.
once i said no, he just went offline.
i hate liking him so much.
because i know i'll never have a chance with him.
he just uses girls.
and my friend told me to just get over him.
but she has no idea how hard it is to get over him.
i don't even know why i like him.
omg, it's like dfghjk.
k, that's all.
nmf.
AmberMariexo