I love you. I know we've been apart for months now, but every time we hang out, alone or with friends, I just want to tell you how I feel. But I know it'd be weird, and ruin the time. You meant the world to me, and you still do. If something happened to you, I'd be the first one to know, first one to worry, and first one to visit. I want you back. I messed up so much during our last relationship, and if I could go back in time, I would; Change everything I messed up on, just to show you how much I love you. All our fights, I would fix. All our I Love You's, I would bring back. Keep the good memories, erase the bad. I just want you to know that although you may not have feelings for me, I still have a tremendous amount of feelings for you. If there was something I could do to get you back, I would do it. Unfortunately, I know there isn't. So I hope you enjoy your life alone, while I think about you 24/7, staring at my phone to see if you'll text me.
If I only had the guts to press send,
my life would completely change. <3
nmf