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'awkepr8tq7uirhvqi gtghkjn viow5y fdhf alkjghlakjgh 8uy4t jkv n48. THIS IS HOW I FEEL. SO CONFUSED AND FRUSTRATED BECAUSE I CANT READ HIS MIND. UGGGGGGG. I HATE HIM BUT I LOVE HIM AND I LOVE HIM MORE THAN I HATE HIM AND I HATE HIS GIRLFRIENDAND HIS GIRLFRIEND HATES ME AND HES MAD AT ME AND HE SAID THAT HIS GIRLFRIEND AND I BOTH ARE PUTTING PRESSURE ON HIM AND I AM NOT PUTTING PRESSURE ON HIM AND I DO A MILLON THINGS FOR HIM AND I KEEP A MILLON SECRETS FOR HIM AND UGGGG HELP ME. I CAN'T HANDLE BEING SO CLOSE TO HIM THEN HIS GIRLFRIEND MAKING HIM NOT BE FRIENDS WITH ME ANYMORE AND ME CRYING AND THEN TELLING HIM HOW I FEEL AND CRYING MORE AND THEN A TEACHER THAT I AM CLOSE WITH TALK TO HIM AND THEN HIM BEING MAD AT ME MORE AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I STILL LOVE HIM AND AT THE LEAST BE FRIENDS WITH HIM. I DON'T WANT HIM AND HIS GIRLFRIEND TO BREAK UP BECAUSE HE REALLY LOVES HER AND I KNOW SHE REALLY LOVES HIM. AND MY SO CALLED FRIENDS TOOK MY BEST FRIEND AND SO NOW I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO AND THERE ARE A LOT OF ANDS IN THIS BUT I AM JUST SO MAD AND DONT WANT TO MAKE IT PERFECT BECAUSE HE DOESN'T DESERVE A PERFECT QUOTE ABOUT HIM BECAUSE HE HAS CAUSED ME PAIN AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MOVE ON BECAUSE EVERYTHING I DO REMINDS OF HIM AND I JUST KEEP THINKING ABOUT HIM AND IF I AM ALONE THEN I JUST THINK ABOUT HIM MORE AND MORE AND MORE NO MATTER WHAT I DO. I WANT HIM TO JUST FORGET ABOUT ME AND MY "FRIENDS" TO FORGET ABOUT ME BECAUSE I HAVE BETTER FRIENDS THAT WON'T TAKE MY BEST FRIEND. I WISH HE WOULD FIND MY PROFILE AND JUST READ EVERYTHING THAT I WROTE ABOUT HIM. HE REALLY HURT ME AND I CAN'T GET OVER IT. PLEASE HELP. UGGGGG I JUST WANT TO MOVE OUT OF THIS WORLD AND SOMEWHERE ELSE WHERE I KNOW HE WILL MISS ME. ONE DAY I HOPE MY FRIEND ARE MEAN TO HIM JUST TO MAKE HE KNOW HOW I FEEL. I JUST LOVE HIM AND I WANT TO BE HIS BEST FRIEND AGAIN. I DON'T WANT TO PUT PRESSURE ON HIM BUT I THINK THAT HE WAS WRONG FOR LETTING HIS GIRLFRIEND MAKE A DECISION FOR HIM.