and she sits
there...
her mom
lecturing her once again, she thinks to herself how she
doesn't even matter. she sits there and she thinks about
how if only my mom knew how many nights i have cried
myself to sleep. how everyday is just another struggle. how life
just isn't worth living anymore. how i feel like everything i do
is a mistake. how much pain i really, truly feel. how it feels
like i don't matter or belong in this world. and how everyone
would just be better off without me. if only they knew how i
truly hurt.
