Why do you all say that you're there for me?
Why do you all say that it's okay, that I'll get better?
Why do you all think that I don't want to be like this?
Why do you all believe that I am ill?

What if I am happy on my own?
What if I don't want it to get better, if I like it like this?
What if I am not ill?
What if I don't want you to stop me?


What if I am fine, and you are creating the problem by causing the fuss?

What if...
What if.