people dont understand how low my self-esteem is.
i act like im fine around people.
but in all honesty, i feel like im getting judged all the time.
i cant go anywhere without make up. not even down my street.
i cant breath well, & i shake a lot,
my self-esteem is so low, i only feel comfortable around one of my friends & her family,
its terrible. even with some of my friends i feel like im being judged.
&& all of this is because of b!tches who cant keep their mouths shut & have to ruin my life.
no one gets how bad it is.
my one & only escape is music.
Music saved me.