I could call you, tell you I just need someone.
I could call you, tell you I've stopped caring.
I could call you, tell you I don't want to be like this no more.
I could call you, tell you I need to be saved.
I could call you, tell you my life is broken.
I could call you, tell you that nothing is worth it anymore.
I could call you, tell you I've given up.

But I won't call you. I won't make you sit there not knowing what to do when I have given up on the world again.

I won't call you, that way I won't tell you that I still need you.