I am young; weak
I wonder if e knows how much i love him
I hear his sad whimpering voice
I see the tears rolling down his face
I want everything to be okay
I pretend to smile
I feel the need to be with you
I touch your hand to hold it
I worry that you won't be happy with my decisions
I cry when I'm alone
I understand It's challenging
I say that I'm happy
I lie to my family
I dream to be happy again
I try to hide my scars as best as I can
I hope we will work
I am young; weak
- me