People like us:

We think that the only thing left to do is to, "Stay Strong."
But what is staying strong? To keep quiet and fake smiles? Hasn't that been going on for way too long?
As we lock ourselves into our rooms, we grab pillows, slowly sob into them and think, "Why are we still alive?" and we cry and cry until suddenly, we're tired and run out of tears. The tears that have been so painlessly begging to escape. We turn those tears into blood. We hate ourselves. We scream inside and decide that no matter what we'll be humiliated by this entire universe. No one cares and we feel like we won't be missed. We want support - but don't know how to ask for it. Everytime we breathe, we're living longer and decide that we don't want to. There are few people out there who really understand us. No, we're not emo; we're just alive. Unfortunately. And you know why we suffer? We realize that the numbness of our pain isn't enough to soothe ourselves. We take out our emotional pain, turn it into physical pain, and feel relief. Everything is all right until the pain goes away. Then something else bad happens. In this moment, we won't be able to "stay strong" anymore. We will be strong and when the day comes, realize we never lost our stregnth. I will be strong. I am strong...

STAY STRONG.