Ive lost all happiness and it's my own fault.. I pushed everyone away, I did this to myself. I will NOT take the easy way out. I am going to stay here, and take the pain, and pray that it makes me a better person. I am going to wait 908 more days, for the love of my life to come back to me.. And I am going to do it with no complaints. If he does not return, then I have learned patience. I may not have the brightest smile, but my head will be held the highest.
Justin, if youre reading this, I spent a year and 3 months jumping to 'Well we should break up then' at the first sign of trouble. I just recently figured out how to stop that. I just figured out how to keep you in my life.. And then you let go.. I am going to wait for you. If you want me to or not. You bailed, you left.. You proved to me youre a liar, you weren't in love with me. But I was. You meant everything to me, and I am going to prove that to you. I'll see you in 908 days.