"I know that I brought this all on myself. 
I know that I deserve this.
I'd do anything not to be this way.
I'd do anything to make it up to everyone.
And not to have to see a psychiatrist, who explains to me
about being "passive aggressive".
And not to have to take the medicine he gives me,
which is too expensive for my dad.
And not to have to talk about bad memories with him.
Or be nostalgic about bad things."

                                                                -Charlie, The Perks of being a Wallflower