Would you believe me if I said I was sorry?
I know I ended it. I know it's my fault. I know you like her, and I'm so happy for you, honest. And I know it seems like I'm over you, but I still love you. My heart just has moments where it just breaks because you're not there to hold it together. Can't you tell I'm a disaster? And that you saying you were only talking to me to be nice just destroyed me? You promised you would stay my friend forever, no matter what happened. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I ruined everything between us and you feel awkward talking to me and that I hate your mom and I still get jealous when I know I don't have to right to when you talk to her, or to my best friend. I'm so sorry. I know I have no right to, and I never wanted to be one of those irrational girls who are ruled by their emotions but tonight...I just can't help it.