It's hard to live when the love of your life walks out of you life, and leaves you destroyed. No matter how many times I've been hurt by him, I need him. He's my future, my everything...I can't live this life without him. And I sure as hell won't. I'm so tired of this emotional pain..he was the only thing I had to keep me happy and keep me going...</3 I hate the world. I planned my future with you boy, and now it's gone in the blink of an eye..I'm so over this life.