Ugly

I put on a smile for tonight
but it wont be all right
I’m not pretty and
I’m not beautiful. No.

Singing a song I rejoice
Oh but cannot hear my voice
I’m not pretty and
I’m not beautiful. No.

Why oh why don’t I look like her?
Is un-attractiveness written all over me
Why is your smile so bright?

And then I am angry
at life for being so not fair
I’m complaining looking at myself in the mirror
But nothing has changed.

Stop giving me that look.
I’m overcome with all this pain.
Oh listen I am
alone in this world
Now escape from this world
so filled with filthy lies.

Don’t think that you can look at life my way
Because I know my ugly heart will resent you
pretending that it’s alright.

Now don’t talk to me.
See I’m not the perfect girl for you.
The cold in you is patronizing.
Suffocating me just when I’m weak.

Stop coming closer now.
I don’t want your feelings and your heart.
Oh listen I want to
run from this world,
to shout at this world
so filled with filthy lies.

All alone
I’m all alone

It’s not warm, I wanna cry
There’s just no one by my side
and no one’s there to embrace.

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly