you know what sux? that me and my boyfriend broke up and most of my friends are now talking to him and he is talking to them but he wont talk to me. yes i may have lied but you lied, called me high maintenance and told me he would rather spend time with his mates rather than me. nic im hurting so much and when people talk about you i want to tear my heart out and let them stamp all over it. they say i need to get over it but its impossible. they say theyre sick of hearing it. i say im sick of them talking about him and making me feel more and more depressed. noone knows how im feeling on the inside. they think im happy without him but im really not. i still love him and i will until i find another love. my heart shatters every time i think about you. i cry myself to sleep every night thinking how much fun we had and how the last time i saw you, you told me you loved me with your entire heart and soul. doesnt look like you have a heart or soul. i love you but i hate you. im so confused!!!!