You would think by now, I would know my way around,
I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground.
How many more lonely years, must meander by,
until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry.
What manner of iron will, must some people possess,
to be always looking forward, to never accept regress.
Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand,
they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land.
Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were
mine,
I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and
time.
But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only
you reside,
and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I
hide.
So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past,
it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't
last.
No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you,
for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me
too.
Maybe there will come a day, when that part will finally die,
and feeling strong with a heart reborn, a new love I will finally
try.
And what a splendid day that will be, when I awaken to
discover,
I'm happily learning a great new land, with a great new friend and
lover.
You would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't
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Feb 24, 2009 2:40am