you can't bring my dream back,
you can't throw my nightmares away.
you can't wrap your arms around me,
and tell me it's all going to be okay.

I'm still in love with you,
but it's obvious you don't love me,
so why pretend you care,
it's not disgust in your eyes I see.

My heart is breaking by the days,
I don't know how to end my pain,
but without your arm around me,
I feel like I'm going insane.

I feel ignored and worthless,
and without your protection,
I feel like I can't do anything,
sorry for such a long confession.

I wanted to be over you,
I told myself I was,
but the thoughts keep rushing back,
just another one of my flaws.

You told them I was cutting,
even though that was my vent,
then you left me with those problems,
now crying my time is spent.

How do you expect me to cope,
with the issues before my eyes,
when you can't stand me near,
because you'd have to hear my cries.