This is my first heart break and it feels like someone just stabbed me. I get these terrible head aches. Everytime i start to eat and im thinking of you, i just loose my appitite. I dont text anyone, the only reason i still have it, is incase you ever deside to text me agian. I listin to deppressing music 24\7. I dont hang out with my friends. Id rather be alone then have someone else thats not you. Your clothes are laying on my bed, waiting to be givin back to you. I write you notes with smugged writting from my tears. I fall asleep crying, and wake up crying. I take really long showers so no one can bother me. I have to drive past your house almost twice a day and i hate it. All the things i did with you i most likley wont do with anyone else for a really really long time. NO guy will ever reach my expectaions anymore. You were perfect. Absolutly everything about you. I miss your sister too. It seriously sucks that today me you and your sister were sopost to go to the movies, and now im at home alone listing to last kiss by taylor swift , and cant stop crying. I am dreading going to school toamrow. we have chrous class together. Normally we would make faces and text eachother from across the room. Your lips were the perfect to kiss. They were so soft. I loved when you would kiss me when i was in the middle of saying something. When you would lay on top of me and sing hero in my ear. and wisper to me  how pretty i was. You always said you fell for me right when i walked into the chrous room because my eyes. you said they were crazy and like an ocean. You said you got lost in them. I wrote you like 5 love letters and you kept them in  your top dresser drawer. Sometimes i would purposly  not bring a coat to your house so then i could wear your sweat shirt. I hate this. Not being able to talk to you, or be with you. I want you back. im broken <\3 ill never forget you.