i love that you know me.  i love your facial expressions. i love the way you say my name. i love the way you want to tell me things. i love your smile. i love your laugh. i love that we laugh about the same things. o love that were on the same wavelength. i love the friendly flirting. i love our conversations. i love that you care, even if its not the kind of care that i want. i love that you are never awkward around me. i love how you smell and how it lingers on my clothes. i love youre hugs and how theyre warm and safe. i love the way your eyes light up when you laugh. i love how youre such a nerd sometimes. i love that im youre favorite. i love how our hands fit together perfectly. i love youre concernd about me. i love how you make me burst into fits of laughter after everything you say, because you are really funny to me. i love how you trust me and that i trust you. i love how were best friends. i love that youre close by. i love that i was able to meet you. i love you.  this is what he wrote to me when i was on retreat this weekend i started to cry and now i am missing him really bad! i love you josh!!