It was that time again that your school was going to kairos and it was your turn to be the leader.  my best friends boyfriend was with you so we decided towrite a letter.  i wrote your letter hand written and it took 7 pages front and back.  i talked about how much you hurt me, loved me, cared for me, and everything in between.  i was not looking for a response just a text that says thanks for the letter and the memories sometimes i forget about them and it was nice to read them, but no. you show up at my house univited and just come in and sit on my bed.  you say that your so sorry for the way you treated me and everything else. i am just stunned that i cant even speak. why do you do that to me josh! we talked until 11 and i just dont understand why i keep coming back to you after i tell myself that i am so done with you!! when you left that was the hardest good-bye i had ever done because i knew in my heart that, that was the closure for us and we are done for good.....but once again you play your game and KISS ME what do i do with that! all the feelings are coming back and i have no idea where to begin.  2 weeks later me and you are talking but i dont see a relationship because you cant trust me..that is another story...but i hope you will learn that you cant string me along anymore because i am cutting all wires!! i am happy that we are talking again though(: