last saturday i went on a date with a guy i was starting to like. he was the funniest and genuinely sweetest guy i have ever met. i really thought that we could have a relationship. Then i texted him everyday after with no response. Finally on thursday he texted me back saying "i meant to tell you, i dont want a girlfriend now" come to find out.. the reason he decided that was because I wasn't "out-going" enough. I was really hurt. especially because it was the first time i had ever met him SO yes i was nervous and quiet. but i told him many times before how shy i am in person.

i never should have gotten my hopes up.