They don't understand.
I can't just stop liking him. Yeah, he's treated me pretty badly, but I can't just be like "That's it, I don't like him anymore." The heart feels what the heart feels. No one else makes me feel the way he makes me feel. Everything reminds me of him. Seeing him makes my heart stop and talking to him takes my breath away. Knowing that he feels absolutely nothing for me? That everything was a lie? That to him I'm just another girl? It's not easy. It's not something I can get over in the blink of an eye. So stop telling me to.