sorry its so long i had a lot on my
mind.....
Everyone thinks that when we are in high school it is all about the
boys well guess what no its not. I had my share of boyfriends
in the past. The most recent boyfriend I have might be the
hardest one to get over not just because we just broke up but
because I feel like he could be the one. I never want to lose
him as a friend or a boyfriend. He has had two chances and
broke them but being me I am giving another and I know I
shouldn’t but I love him so much that I can’t say
goodbye to him........ Looks like you broke that chance and
is never going to get another. We have been through so much
together that I feel if we do break it off completely that I am
losing a part of me and I can’t take that. I need him
in my life to keep going through the day. I just don’t
want anything bad happen to him and me. This boy is not like
all the other boys I dated, he is sweet, kind, loving, caring, puts
you first, and is all round nice guy. I need that in my life
and I want him. I love you josh and always will and I never
want to lose you! I miss him like hell, he has always been on
my mind and I cannot put it inside my mind to take him out of
it. How in the world can you take someone out when they were
always in it? You can’t. You say that we are not meant
for each other and I believe full heartedly but what if at the end
of the day we are, and you just pushed the one girl that
was going to wait. Guess what josh I am not going to
wait anymore, I am done with you stringing me around, acting like I
am always going to be here. All you have to do is smile and I
will be right there well not this time. I am done and walking
away from you. I have been hurt too much so far and I
can’t take anymore hurt. I will be here as a friend but
nothing more. I hope everything goes great with college and
you pursue your dream and your back gets better. I will talk
to you later. Good-bye.... good luck trying to mae me come
back because i am stronger than ever and you are not pulling me
down!! </3
sorry its so long i had a lot on my mind..... Everyone thinks
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Jan 5, 2012 4:04pm
