i
can't keep doing this to myself. i can't keep
continuing to tell myself.
'he'll come back' 'he still loves me'
i hurt myself more & more each time i tell myself
that. so maybe it is me. no wait, it's you. its you
because you have convinced me. shaped me into this girl.
who months ago, thought you would always be there. but it
turns out.
you clearly want her.
but hey, that's not the first time
i've been
wrong.
