he's
done it again
he ignored
me as if he didn't know me. he's
breaking me, i can feel it
but whenver he talks to me, i can't help but
smile. why?
am i obsessed? no.. i'm not. but i don't know. i
just don't know anything.
it's like he keeps me on the edge and then pushes me
off.
i wish i could just open his mind up and read it. read it
all.
how he feels about me, what he's
thinking. if he ever thinks of me.
i wish it was that easy. but it's not. so now i'm left
broken.
hurt. confused. but i can't stop loving
him.