That ache. It isn't there.
I don't have the heartache of lovers.
I'm not crying myself to sleep.
I don't think of you fondly.
My heart does not wish you were there
My mind does not think of you always.
I don't want you back.
My breath doesn't run when I see or think of you.
I don't want you.
You don't mean the world to me
You never did. You were there. Once.
But you are not the one I once loved.
I have no need to heal. No need for comfort.
I don't need to move on when there was nothing there.
There is no pain. No sorrow. Just nothing.
Simple nothing.
You can try and analyze and put meaning into my words.
But it won't be there.
The love was never there. No passion. Simple care.
The common care I give a friend.
But then you never were a friend either.
So if you think you see a light in my eyes
You are misguided.
The ache you feel
It isn't in me.