& I'M SO SORRY
that i still love you, even though you
stopped months ago,
that your out trying to have a good
time while i'm still here texting
you and having hope that we'll eventually be happy
together again,
that it kills me seeing you talk to her like you used to talk to
me,
that i can't move on
and forget all of our memories, (unlike
you),
that i can't even have a normal conversation with you
because
i know that i'll never have you like i did
before,
that i miss you so much, &
can't get over you.