Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest
Dear
Harrison,
We only dated for 2 months and it was in
6th grade and it wasn't even really a real relationship. But
when you dumped me, it destroyed me. I was depressed for almost an
entire year. You literally changed me. That year after you dumped
me is when I started considering cutting and suicide and all of
that. All of my friends would ask what was wrong and I'd just
pretend to be happy most of the time. I still do that.
361 days after you dumped me, I got a new
boyfriend. That took my mind off of you a little. But I still had
those thoughts and feelings of self-harm sometimes because of what
you did to me. Everyone I know thinks my new boyfriend (now my ex)
caused this depressed version of myself and changed me so they all
hate him. But it was you. He only made me happy and I had to ruin
that relationship because I can't handle my own happiness. I
ruin everything good I have in my life and make a big deal out of
the little sad things. Thanks to you. And my mom but that is a
different story.
So thanks for making me depressed. Thanks
for having everyone hate me and my current (ex) bf because of
something you did. I guess I'm stronger now but I don't
really know. I don't really care.
Love,
me
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest Dear Harrison,
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Aug 15, 2011 8:36am
