Or have you forgotten everything we once had?
Do you miss me? Cause I miss you alot.
Or ... Maybe you have someone else now?
Somebody else who makes you smile,
makes you laugh; who keeps you going when
you feel like ending it all? Kinda like what I did.
Do you promise your "forever" to someone else now?
Well ... To be honest,
I'm falling in love with you again.
I never stopped loving you.
Sometimes I think about you, && I wonder what
you're doing. Like, are you happy? Are you crying?
Are you crying about me?
I wonder if we'll ever talk again,
if we'll ever love again like we used to.
I hope we do. But inside, I don't think we will.
All the faith I had in you has gone.
I know you're not going to come back to me
or apologize with your heart. I don't want you to.
I don't trust anyone you anymore.
I wish I hadn't opened up so easily to you.
I wish you hadn't talked to me in the first place.
I wish you loved me as much as I loved you.
I wish I was yours again.
But I get it, I was always gonna be second best.
That hurts me. And that's okay. I don't mind, really.
So listen.
I hope at times you'll think of me,
&& I hope they'll be good thoughts.
I hope you don't forget me completely,
&& I hope that sometime in your life,
you'll realize what love really means.
Even if your love belongs to somebody else.
Aslong as you're happy, right?
Yours forever,