I'm
tired of holding my breath.
For something that won't happen.
Because lately, I turning to death.
It's not the answer; I know.
We were over long ago
But I'm still recovering.
It was like a fight, and I took the blow.
Everything has changed, but that's alright.
I wish for things to go back to the same
Way they used to be, but came to realization
You were the only one at blame
You weren't right for me, I see that now.
The past is past, and now we move on
I struggle everyday, not seeing clearly
That you won't be there when along comes dawn.
But the sun finally rises, and I'm alright.
I'm finally seeing, what I truly am.
And I don't need you there anymore
Everyday you always called me ma'am
And I'm done with that, it was all pointless.
You had no intention of keeping my heart forever
That's all I ever wanted
Now you go around flirting with whomever.
So I'm done; finally.
I asked once, and got what I wanted.
An answer, an explanation.
That question always flaunted
In my mind, so I finally asked.
Why would you hurt so bad,
When you know how fragile I was
But now with my answer, I'm glad
I got up before I fell to deep.
I still cry a tear here and there
But I know, I'm just wasting my time
I now know it's all fair
In the pursuit of happiness.
You helped me through
The tough times I had
But I'm glad you too
See that what we had wasn't right.
We rushed into it
Two silly kids,
Wanting love, not thinking of the split.
It happened, to early on.
That's what I thought
But I can see, it wasn't meant to be
In the end, we barely fought.
A smooth ending, was all I ever wanted.
Smooth, happy,
You couldn't make me now
I hope you know I felt crappy
Every time you crossed my mind.
Now I barely think of you
You've moved on, now it's my turn
And I'll try my best to be happy for you two
It won't be easy, but I'll pull through.
Once last breath,
Once last good-bye
And this is our death
Of our past; adios.
I won't look back
Afraid of it haunting me
Your hurt was as sharp as a tack.
But it's done, over now.
Adios mi amigo
Farewell I say to you
Our life was lived short, but well
There's nothing left to say.
So as I leave you for the last time
I smile, knowing
There's no mountain I can't climb
Thank you for the wisdom you gave me.
I won't need you anymore
I leave you standing with her.
I will never be found again, crying on the floor.
As easy as hello was.
I say good-bye, no more.
I'm tired of holding my breath. For something that won't
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Apr 28, 2011 1:55am
