the tears i cry,
aren't for you,no,
instead i mourn what i lost,
for all the memories to which you easily said goodbye,
the feelings i show that you clearly know,
the feelings i thought had no cost,
the endless times, smiles, and waves,
the very first kiss that made me cave,
the forever promise to love forever as friends,
that same promise you forgetfully bend,
to think you don't care,
it's too much to bare,
my heart you splattered, split and broke,
to think you see me as no more than a joke,
every word your mouth spells,
drives me deeper into my hell,
your hate towards me is truly a curse,
and makes my thoughts nothing but worse,
all these new qualities are not what i miss,
i miss that heart that brought me to our first kiss