I don't know if I should tell him the truth
Tell him that he was almost a dad
Tell him that he pushed me over the edge
Tell him that he drove me to this
Tell him . . . he put me in hospital
He put me back on my pills
Back on suicide watch
Back in a councilor's office
Tell him he drove me to drink our baby to death
Tell him about the week I spent bleeding
Tell him about my new tattoos and the scars they cover
About how they have to lock away the knives
They have to watch me constantly
They can't leave me alone for more than 10 minutes
Tell him everything he pushed me to
I'm right back where I was when you first met me baby
But now . . .

I don't know if I should tell you what's happened
You seem so happy with your new life
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