dear, first guy i've ever loved

two months ago today, you made me the happiest girl alive. one month ago from today, was the best day of my life. 
but 21 days ago. you killed the happiness and left me alone, confused and more hurt than i've ever been. 
i miss you every second of every day. & it kills to know.. you don't even think or worry about me. 

sincerely; Still in love with you.. through all the tears and pain you put me through.