and right about
now....
i feel like
i'm falling apart.
i feel like i could die right now,
that i keep hugging myself to keep me from just shattering,
right now, i feel like he doesn't care.
i believed in his lies,
i want to just roll up in a ball, and never come out,
i want to barry my face in pillows and scream as loud as i
can,
i want to pretend nothing happened,
i want to put on a happy smile,
like i used to all the time,
but now i just can't,
because when he told me he loved me,
i was stupid and believed it and he left me, inna
minute.
