Why am i crying ?

Oh, yeah thats right. You broke me into a million & one pieces. Yet i still crawled back to you, why ? I think its because you made me belive that love was real when it isn't. You promised me you would be by my side forever, when did the forever plane leave cause baby i  missed it. I was a  wreck when you left me, i had no where to go, no where to hide & no one to lean on. I cut / starved my self / cried my self to sleep / blamed myself & where did that get me ? back in you arms, nope. I did all these things to myself to try to win you back but in the long run it pushed you away. People say im obsessed but im not, i just cared about you. Now & now im so done with you.