my Christmas with yours and my family  is gone...

we had three of them together.....we would have had our forth
one this year.... and my bitrthdays i spent with you.... would have also
been my fourth one and this year... im going to look and go wheres my babe... and
ill break down and realize.....hes not there to hold me in the cold winter months anymore...

i miss him.... he broke my heart now im lonley and cold for christmas and my birthday in january...</3